Frustration, Hopelessness and Desperation

Frustration, Hopelessness and Desperation

I've just been reading this and I feel like crying. Why is everyone young in love? And I don't have anyone to even like a little bit? It's so irritating and frustrating and completely hopeless. I will go through my whole life without ever experiencing love and never know the feeling about being completely and utterly head over heels for someone.

All I want is ONE person to be in love with in my whole life. I don't need any more. And to find this person tomorrow.

I can just imagine my life being like one of those parties that only get fun when it's time to leave. If I ever do meet my RG, it will be in some nursing home when my life is ending.