So Hard

My throat feels on fire. Couldn't sleep properly. Was woken up by my temp agent calling to ask if I could work today. Not counting the fact that I really don't like same day notice (which can be typical of temp work), I was so not up for going. Told her I was busy today but would be free tomorrow.

I'm supposed to hear about my interview outcome today. It's weird that I have a feeling I have a high chance of getting it but I don't really want it. It worries me that I won't be getting the necessary experience for progressing in my career. The company's field is too specialised. Anyway, I might not even get it so no point worrying about it.

If I don't get it, I'm going to seriously consider getting work experience on a local paper. Maybe that's going to be the most useful thing for me to do, since publishing/print is my favourite strand of design. Although I doubt they provide such things.